Do you know why I started doing all this thing?Making cardio,eat healthy food,Behave on what i put in my stomach?It is because i want to get fit.I want to be who i am,the one that i always imagine in mind.But there always people who gonna make you feel down,people who make you feel like a fool.But yes.You just need to be patient and do what ever you want.Nobody can stop you doing the things that you want.You just need to have faith on what you have.You need time.Just take a deep breath and sit.Think the reason you do this again and again until you feel the momentum to start again.How if you fail?People failed for many times.What you need to do is start it over again.You know what people say? "If you fail for the ninth times,get up for the tenth".
At the end,you will thanked yourself after all what you have done.Believe me.People fails before they success.
In the mean time,if you are wondering what is my really purpose to do all this stuff,it is because i want myself back.I want to gain my confidence back.The confidence which i have lost in time i try discovering the world.I know it sounds lame but yes that is my actual reason for doing all of this.I need to be the way i was doing in the past which i still searching.
Lost and found.You lost something and it end up you found it back but it will be later,sooner or now.That's mean i can found myself back.I can gain back what is mine,one day.I will prove that i actually can.In Nobody Perfect by Miley Cyrus,it says "If I'm not doin' too well
Why be so hard on myself' ".
Next time you feel like
It's just one of those days
When you just can't seem to win
If things don't turn out the way you planned
Figure something else out
Don't stay down, try again, yeah!
Yes.Try again and again.I will say "Fake it till you make it".
